Showing posts with label hearts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hearts. Show all posts

Sunday, January 22, 2012

What About Pain?

Many years ago, I wrote 2 courses on "Spiritual Parallels to The Natural Body". At that time three books came into my possession by Dr. Paul Brand. He was a leper surgeon in India for 18 years. His ability to draw spiritual parallels from his work still remains a classic foundatio0n for understanding the work of God in the Corporate Body of Christ. Although he was an Anglican/Episcopalian his insight was beyond what many Charismatics, Pentecostals and 'End Time Saints comprehend even today.. 


It is because we do not understand some of the basic principles of those three books that we remain stuck in our current spiritual ruts. 


It seems that historically the Church has moved forward by a sovereign move of God starting a fire on their altar of sacrifice, then, because they felt they were beyond anything known at the time, the fire died out. Under the Old Covenant, the priest were required, after God lit the fire by sending flame out from the Holiest of All in the Tabernacle, to keep alive the flame. The fire had to be tended by adding wood to it to keep it continually burning. 


God's heart today is that we continue to move into all that He has for His Church. That means the current emphasis of God is the Corporate Body of Christ. God is getting ready to bring forth a people who will move and flow fluidly in all that He has purchased for them on the cross. It will be a concert of the Holy Spirit with no man or women taking the spotlight or the glory for what happens. God has endeavored to do this in each move, but the vessels used were not willing to give up their prominence in order that Jesus would be seen.

. In coming back to our question, we find many of God's people in situations that produce questions in our minds. The major question being "Why Lord?" This is a cry from their soul and often their spirit as new levels of pain are experienced exposing areas that have never been healed or dealt with. It also exposes lacks in a church that has tried to present itself as having answers. 


My heart is in grief right now in the natural for the lose of my youngest daughter. A month ago she slipped into eternity after a brief illness. Yet the pain I feel is not something that can be medicated. It is a pain of the soul, heart, and emotions. It has exposed to me areas that I do not have answers for. This can make me either ignore and blame, or, seek God to be able to reach out and help others, after I have identified the source of the pain and what will heal it. 


The deeper we go into the revelation of God's fearfully and wonderfully made creation, the less we understand about the whole human condition. It becomes more and more evident that we must depend on the Maker and His manual to grasp what He is doing in restoring us to His likeness and image. 


Pain in the body is a warning sign. It is actually a blessing and a gift. This is the axiom that Dr. Brand in his book "The Gift of Pain" orginally titled, 'Pain, The Gift Nobody Wants'. 


As I have been going through the grief process with the lose of my daughter, I have recognized that one of the greatest sources of pain was not having answers for her when she asked questions that might have helped her handle the stress that built to a loaded heart that eventually broke under the stress and resulted in the heart attack the results of which eventually took her life. The pain of a dad who did not have the answers for his baby girl. I could blame God, blame others for not responding quick enough, but, blame will not heal any of that pain, only delay dealing with it.


Then there is the pain of having a very close spiritual daughter ripped out of my life with her children. The question that remains unanswered at this point in time is, God Why?

In all of this I have come to one conclusion, though I do not understand why: God's Word is always right. My lack of understanding how He has applied the principles of it is part of the problem I wrestle with.  He is ever increasing my knowledge and understanding of His ways as I take the stand that He is in control and knows best, even when I do not understand.


The pain I feel in my emotions right now is an indication of an area that He wants to correct in my heart. Remember we have come in the Body to a time when God is not just dealing with sin, but the weights as well. A weight is something that is good, but will slow me down in the race I am called to run. Just as a runner in a race does not wear a suit and tie, it would be an unnecessary weight for him or her, so there are good things in each individual's life that are weight that slow him/her down from being able to give it their best. These things God wants to remove. 

Sometimes the only thing that will manifest what that is, is pain in the area of the weight. That pain can be emotional, mental, in my will, or in my spirit. Because it is so foreign to most of us, pain in the spirit is the most agonizing. Often that is because we do not recognize it is spiritual pain and think it is soulish or emotional in some way. It may manifest through those vehicles of our soul, but it is spiritual.

There is much for us to learn and along the way I will write more, but it is enough for now to realize that it is possible and ask God to give us the discernment to recognize it and bring it back to Him for revelation and healing. 

In closing there should be a fresh understanding of 1 Cor. 14
  1 Corinthians 15:44
44 It is sown a natural body; it is raised a spiritual body. There is a natural body, and there is a spiritual body.
There are spiritual parallels to all of the things the natural body goes through. 

(Books to read by Dr. Paul Brand: "Fearfully and Wonderfully Made", "In His Image"-Authored with Philip Yancy, "The Gift of Pain" authored by Dr. Brand.)[Dr Hurst courses are available through www.drwmjhurst.com ]

Monday, December 5, 2011

I have ranted, Can I Rave Now?

In the midst of great trial and testing, we are discovering(after we have whined a bit) that God really cares. He has also given us a few people who really do care for us.

It is in the midst of deep trial when you discover what Solomon meant when he said: A friend loveth at all times.

These type of people are rare, but they are there. They show the love of God in that they never give up on you no matter what leaks out of your mouth under pressure. 

These situations cause stuff to leak out of our hearts that we did not know was there. Those precious friends, understand the pressure and help by sometimes carrying you through it, but at least by walking with you through it. We thank God for them. 

Not only does the trial of your faith show the golden value of the faith, but also the golden value of the friends who stand with you through the trial.

Just a thanks to all those who have stood by us during the current trial. You are more precious than gold.

Dr. Bill.